Me crab scratching to mike tompkins haha!

wear head phones =] 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wu7wXp4Zbw&feature=g-u-u  

What themightytoaster thinks of this post:  I think this statement is kinda stupid. We all want to know the truth but why would you want to put the people you love/ that love you in that situation. To me that’s just a bit selfish to hope for a disaster to happen.  

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Good bye seniors, go out into the real world outside of high school and as Mr. Barnhill says “swim in the pool of excellence” . I have no doubt one day I will be able to say “I know that successful person” . 

2008-2009

I was a jackass! “yolo’ing it up”. Not a care in the world. Caught in a dream that I thought would never end I was drifting through life doing what felt good at the moment, not thinking of the consequences that could happen. 

2009-2010 

I think during freshman year I came back to reality. Realizing the importance of actually trying. Not just “yolo’ing it up” and just doing what felt good at the moment. After 2009 I was not the happy person I used to be back in middle school. Depression was on the daily due to bad grades/loss of a bestfriend and such. I will admit it got so bad during arguments where I would become irrational. During an argument in a car I was surprised that my mind would even think about jumping out of a moving car. That’s just stupid.

This year was a lot about self evaluation and fixing what was wrong with me. I realized I was a terrible person that hurt quite a lot of people without realizing. Thus started the era of being alone. Interaction between people was minimal, mostly small talk. No deep relationships, except for a select few.  Still, because of this I am significantly quieter than before. I’m just not conditioned to talking loudly. Just feels unnatural to me.

All though 2009/10 was the worst year of my life I’m glad I was warped back to reality to finally understand what is truly important.  

2010-2011

This was the year I  attempted to incorporate myself back into society after living in a chrysalis labeled loner. Opening up to people who seemed nice I had a group that was awesome, I had a new bestfriend, I was getting better grades. Everything was going well. Some issues not yet resolved but other than that, I learning to interact again. I stepped outside of my shell a couple of times and learned to take risk. 2010 was my rebirth (not saying I had forgotten the past, I just stopped paying attention to it.

2010-2011 seemed like the perfect year, things were looking up.  

2011-2012

Sadly my victories were cut short as the year started. Best friends began to drift/group began to shun me. I was adopted by my awesome friends into their group which is the + side of things (they are awesome) but I just wish the relationships I had could just mend and all the promises made could be resolved.  This year was not so much about self evaluation but finding the people who mean most to me.

Finding friends for life, not for the school year. I used to think that those “friends for life” that will be there for you thick and thin had to be friends that talk to you all the time, hang with constantly, and are there for you 24/7. But a very smart person told me it’s not always about the people who are the always there but the people who are there when you need them. 

Life has been pretty good to me this year. But there is still work to be done to fix the things that are broken yeah? 

We generally look back at disturbing events as “bad” but after some thought I realized that I’m very happy with what happened. Thank the lord I don’t have to put up with the burdens that I see before me. 

xlosuh:

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rap + beautiful orchestrated pieces =  An awesome song. Loving that oboe in the background.

guh, I melted so many times last week. Specially saturday. And the questions are:

 try? 

are you willing to put yourself out there?

Are you gonna fck up again? 

do you think this will even work?  

I think I will try to let go of logic and let impulse take over this time. Let’s hope these feet can still run eh?

e. i have multiple best friends. Kathy Lang and Angela Nguyen =] 

f. My favorite movie is back to the future. 

g. I am straight. 

h. i dont smoke or drink. 

i.. i dont have any tattoos/piercings. 

j. I wanna be an english teacher or an engineer that helps makes prosthetic limbs for amputees and such. 

k. My parents and I are awesome. We fight constantly but nothing a bit of talking cant fix. 

L. I feel really chubby sometimes lol.  I’ve always been the “fat” or “big” one in the family (seriously, my aunts used to present ideas for diets for me/teased me). 

m. I’m a virgin. Waiting for the right person. 

n. I don’t shop much but target and costco are awesome. 

o. i have brown eyes (one of my favorite colors!) . 

p. Why i hate school… I have posted about this already lol. 

q. I am single . 

r. favorite song at the moment. Hmm. none at the moment. 

s. random fact random fact hmmm. I have a mole  on my right shoulder but when I look for it I always look to my left some reason. 

t. ages i get mistaken for :  22, 21, and 19 

U. i wanna be in a pool right now. 

v. Last time I cried was a couple months ago when my cat Yoda died.

w. concerts ive been to hmm. Lots of school band concerts haha. nothing else really. 

x. I would give her a really big hug. It’s been a while. 

y.hell yeah i want to go to college >.> 

z. I’m ok, just really bored, tired , and sick(ish). 

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ba ba bababa t-tony is the new leader of the gang and life just got way more awesome~ yeah!

#kids i’m going to tell you an incredible story #the story about how i met your dad #twenty five years ago before i was your papa i had this whole other life.. #i woke up from being frozen for 70 years

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